sweetO'ChocoLotte

2008-09-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

IF YOU WERE TO CHOSE...

If you were to chose between (Pretty but FAT) and (UGLY but with a WOOT kind of body shape) what will you chose?
If you were to chose between (RICH but live ur life miserable/unhappy) and (POOR but live happily) what will you chose?
if you were to chose between career or family what will you chose?
if you were to chose between FRIENDS, FAMILY OR LOVER.. what will you chose?
if...if...if...
under certain circumstances, you need to make some decision.. make.. MaKe.. MAKE WISE decision alryte!=) my friend... sometyms.. MONEY cant solve everything! sometyms being pretty isnt everything=)

moral of the story... MAKEE WISE DECISION!!

happiness i seek.. i need.. !...=)
sucha desperate ladyy...
byes peeps!

2008-08-27T00:44:00.000-07:00

LET GO OF THAT FRUSTRATION!

Dear diary, I have been dreaming for way too long.. I longed for everything to go myy way.. I longer for my happily ever after..i have longed for many many stuffs.. but all the wishes and hopes.. will nv come true..i m a simple girl who just wana lead simple and happy life... I mighty b bitchy and nosey from the outer..but actually,deep in my heart.. I m weak and brittle..well, I duno why I m writing this entry… mayb.. I m just random..mood swing?more..more..more..

Its tym to wake up! Nt in fantasy land!heaven! or wat so ever… I live in world that is full of lies and cruelty..!*SLAP, you better wake up..wake up!

Charlotte! You have to…

*LORVE urself MORE!
*LORVE FAMILY!
*STUDY harder!
*Work like a workaholic!

Dote yourself jus a lil more!charlotte! dun ill treat yourself..!=))
Well, end of self frustration, encouragement bla bla bla..!

Went out with myy cbB jie mei JAN.. actually tingg also… but.. she fall aslp!=) u r forgiven la.
End up… ming xin join us as well
now adays very gum with mx ley... he change le bah.. mayb.. alot more steady than b4... lolx..

anywayy! I BOUGHT myy IPHONE! in white 16GB! LORVES..=)its super nice ah!=) so.. jan n me.. cam whoringg! using myy iphone!

well, lorves to ppl who care for mi=)

thats all i guess...
niteyy=)

=(

2008-08-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

dear diary,
i felt that i am in a state of mist.. nth, simply nth can pull me out of this..
what can i say.. the power of lorve.. i have fallen way too deep that even myy parents.. my family members myy BBF, wun be able to do anythingg.. forcing..violence..no pocket money.. friends no more... still.. i chose to stay in it...
pondering..wondering.. what makes mi stay so strong in it.. what is the reason to cling on to it which everybody sees no ending..well, its probably what we called true lorve.. true lorve make a person give in their best.. go extra miles to do something for that special someone..think of ways jus to make their lorve put on that smile..*UNCONDITIONAL LORVE*..
people, stop going against me.. my decision.. no one can change the way i think except for mi..hmmm i m fine already... for those people who noe wat happen.. yupp FINE=)
SPECIALL THANKS to myy ah Ting meimei n er jiejie! for the surprise! I LORVE IT! you all touch myy lil heart u noe...NOT FORGETTING, myy XF jiemeis! DORIS(DINO), YILIN, YUSHU, JANICE! thanks for coming! the lil gathering to make me feel better! MUCH better=)for those who are not there(Ting(P.S I MISS U=)), fen, yun) i still lorve u all k?=)
anyway... we have our jie mei sessions... viewing thru those OLD SCH PICS... OMG*CANT STOP laughing.. here it goes..

WA!=)after which.. someone... spot my LA Zensa BRA... In two pieces... lolx... i wore it ONLY ONCE! lesson learnt ... dun buy la zensa BRA K?

Thanks myy Jie Mei for the wonderful nyte!
doris- thanks for ur precious tym!i noe u r busy... but still spare that lil tym pei mi..=)
Yilin- thanks for coming and staying till THAT LATE when u still gotta work the following morning 9am!=)
Janice- thanks for everything! everything! everything!cos to many things to list! I LORVE U LOTS!!
Yushu- thanks for the precious TYM...even when u still have the exam the follwing day!THANKS n LORVES=)
Ting- thanks FOR EVERYTHING! I MISS U! U! U!=)
Yun- you arh... BF..BF..BF.. BEST friend also dun wan le...=) BUT still thanks for ur concern la=)
Fen- thanks!=) n sorry=)
ming xin- thanks! n dun think too much k?
BF-P.S I Lorve You..
er jie jie- thannks for everything... thanks for the support and lorve u showered mi with=)
ah ting meimei- THANK YOU myy ting.. jiejie lorve u k?=)

MX and Jan

where is the LOrve?????
i owe ALL of you one..=)

thats about it..=)byes!

*Disappointment fills my heart...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

2008-08-08T13:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE...

huhuhu

080808

2008-08-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

dear diary,
today is 080808, i hereby make some wishes and hope, some one... some angel, some god(wat m i toking) will grant mi myy lil wish..

i MAKE A WISH
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*****
******
*******
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**********
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*******
******
*****
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I WISH.... i will last with myy baobei forever..
i wish him that he will be healthy always..
i wish that all myy friends xpecialy cbb will be always full of joyy..
i wish i have a happy family...=)
n i wish...
wish.
wish..

god luck people...
bless YOU!

DEAR DIARY

2008-08-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,
this post is specially for myy CBB de... anyway jus some update of our sweet PHOTO*PUKE*
but anyway... yuppp
just some random pics...

Cbb Charlotte

cBb Chemin

cbB janice

HUGG youu titetite

LORVES

I WAN HER DIAMOND RING

yuppp that its a short entry to let myy CBB NOE that they are being MISSED...

2008-07-31T09:12:00.001-07:00

Hello Peeps i m still here..

PARDON ME, for not having to UPDATE MY BLOGG..i'm currently havingg myy attachment at OCBC wealth planning... well... its SUPER SUPER tiringg..BUT i will, will try to update it more often.. hahah TRY=D well, i have FINALLY clear myy modules... that means hopefully i need not study anymore... thats provided if i PASS la... clearing myy SIP(attachment, which is ten CU)... right after my SIP, im clearly myy one last THING.. MP.. after that ... will be free. FREE! FREEwell, there are TON LOTS of stuff i wun like to update!=)BUT FIRST... there are some words for IMPT PEEPS... so listen UP!

baobeii hubby leongg- THANK god, i have youu... i will treasure you with all myy lil HEART! all i wana say is I LORVE U SWEETIE!=D MEAN IT( super bold it cos must emphasize he's really impt to mi)LOLX!

CBB JAN - thanks for the outing, sessions and toks we had, ITS GREAT! n i seriouslyy, miss you CBB TING - LORVE U, n u noe it! i will always be there by urside..=) you have myy shoulder to lean on=X MISS U SUPER LOTS! to my ah ting - i m sorry myy lil sister, ur jiejie do dote on you n love u lots... trust trust k=)well, i want MORE MAHJIONG SESSION my jie mei! viwawa play cheat de... lolxlets update myy happening the past monthss

=) smile larhs

I NOE I LORVE CAM WHORING...

EXPERT IN COOKING PORRIDGE(CREDITS TO hubbyy=))

market.. market with mummy, daddy and yannie=)

LASHES IS MYY LORVE!

TOPSHOP SALES UP TO 70%!!!!

I M A GOOD STUDENT! NV LATE FOR LECTURE, IN FACT THE EARLIEST!

THANKS Q my JIE MEI=) (JAN,TING, SHU)!!!LORVES

THANK YOUU MYY BAO BEI!! super sweet la.. i will nv forget all the surprises k?AI NI !

OCBC wealth planning DEPT=))

CHARLOTTE=)

MIRROR LORVES

HUHUHU I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA

CHARLOTTE ALMIGHTY!

JANNY MANNY!lorves

SHORTYY HAIR???!!!

RANDOM PICS... yrs ago...

BUNNY LEONGG N CHARLOTTE TAN!

HAIS SOSOSOSOS many things to update.. reallyy.. see i make full use of myy tym indeed!! I WANA STUDY! dun wana work... hais... when is my attachment gonna end....i dying....

well... there will be another entry coming up... too many stuff to update le..!!

=))))

yeahh! holiday

2008-06-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

long long tym... nv update myy blogg...well sch is rather busy, or shld i say very busyy! TILL I dun even have the tym to reallyy work.. nvm... i m on holiday now... hohoho holiday first dayyy... meet up with myy jiemeii.. jan.. go steammbathyyy...=)hahah super tiredd

after that jan got tut so go off first... then i go hm norh...

after her tut she come myy hse n do girls stuff!=))??? hahah mani n pedi lar...

fun n relax dayyyy!

gona have more fun tml... meetinggg jann n huanyingg!=)

wao

2008-04-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

its been super long since i update myy bogg... no choice... real busy these days... sch REOPEN LE! n this is equavilent to projects, tests n assignments! and this equal to BUSYY! hmmsss!!!!!! no choice... got really lil tym to update myy blogg! heess.. recentlyy quite busy, as mention! but will still have tym for myy lovelyy baobeii hubbyy de... my prority... no choice...=) meeting him tml! yeah! cant wait to see myy darlingg!=)

longg tym after myy last entryy

2008-04-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

longg tym nv update myy blogg
well, nv much to sAy...

us usual, working like workaholic.. though not as chiong as last tym but still CHIONG..

jus wana enjoy my so called last long holidayy..

after this long holidayy, the nxt one will be myy attachment alreadyy..

so...

slack and work lo...

jus realise i was holding 3 to 4 part tym jobs...

frames and lenses selling spects
raffles hotel BBR

and calvin klein jeans

wao...well, gona eliminate at least 1 ...
hass too many le...

ytd went to check up...

not feeling well..

after that meet up with myy mummy and bring her go eat sakae sushi..talk to her and mum mum at the same time... then realise she care for mi soso much..

i nv told her i was goin to see a doc

but she saw myy appt letter and was super worried abt mi... cal mi many many tym jus to chck that i m fine... silly mum...
i chit chat with her ANd she told mi somehow tell mi she care alot for mi... she talk to mi till she tear.. hAis....
i lorve myy mummyy!

hmmm todayy... work.. calvin klein jeans... was super blur la...
cos its been years i stop working for them... but manage to check up things fast la... haas...
super super boring..! i swear... i was there like stoning for HOURS ...
yupp HOURS! nth to do... end up there count payy n stuff... thinkof this n that... n then... PLAY computer games!
call myy huby at ard 9 and chit chat with him.. luckyy got him.. myy last working HOUR pass super fast!
hais... tiredtired day.. not feeling good...

hope tml will be better...

i m i s s m y C B B!=(

yawnsz,i miss my guyy*

longg entry part 3

2008-04-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

april FOOL DAYY...

meetingg jan ting n shu! SHOPPINGG DAYY! i wana buyy BRA!=)

but end up, onlyy mi n jan onlyy... ting dun wana come out last min.. shu dun wana spent money..=(nvm la... i still got janice... soo... we meet at hougang point... she makann makann first... after that we went to suntec city! wana go la senza buyy myy bra! cos i saw one bra from magazine... damn nice from la senza... so... haas! end up spendingg 237++ on myy BRAs n PANTies! ok lar..

after buyingg, check my phone n saw myy baobei's msg...sillyy guyy... wana give mi surprise but failed! LORVE HIM lar... though its a failed surprise, i m alreadyy feeling very happy that he plans to surprise mi! *HEART HIM*!

hmmm so after everythingg, i mean shoppingg, jan went to meet tingg n shuu n i go... hais... settle somethingg nahh...

not a very good that i mus conclude...

*quarrel with mama

*lil quarrel with baobeii!

*4 to 2 shoppingg outing...

APRIL FOOL DAYY .. hais... i m a fool...

nvm! one year once being a fool...

haaas!

to b continued...

longg entryy part 2...

2008-04-03T11:38:00.000-07:00

haaas!

continued!

mondayy

31/3/08

was working at MU again... no life... totallyy.. actually going on steambath after work... but... yupp.. jan n ting come n find mi... then was like... when i end work, they are watching movie.. aiyoh... hard to explain! jus to sayy in the end, i miss myy steambath... n end up goin esplanade... ting meeting his bf...hmmss..
initially was lke... sian half... cos i pack everything le..yupp! HMM... but nvm... after awhile... the 38 mood come back le...

took alot of pics...

not putting all... only some... haas

part 2 ended... to b continued

longg entryy!

2008-04-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

its definitely gonna b a long entry.. several days nv update myy blogg... ever since last thursdayy

haas one week nehh... alot of things happen! so i jus gonna summarized!

friday

us usual, i work morning shift at MU... i was still thinking whether to get that dress anot...

in conclusion, i bought it! temptation temptation temptation LAR.. it also serve as a uniform lar! in MU.. so like...haas! $69.90 fly awayy... then after, i went to meet myy baobeii at woodlands...

=) he is in bad mood that dayy but nvm, got mi.. i was there to bring his smile back!=)

saturdayy

myy baobeii went to meet his best friend that dayy.. he went out 1.30 and say will be back 3.30... end upp, 7 + then reach hm... ! piGG!! i was doing nth for the whole of sat afternoon... how can.. after that he went to meet his sis... while i was preparing myself... i meeting him at orchard ard 11,shu and jan was at town to, so went to meet them awhile b4 meeting myy darling lo..

but end up i go his sis hse for BBQ.. hmm ok lar... at least get to interact with his familyy members!=)

sundayy

of cos, i was with him again... doing nth much... but jus by staying together, i feel that i m so so bliss! we went to sheng siong.. he wanted to get titbits while i suggest the idea of cooking..

haas! so after geting his stuff we went to the groceries section !after everything we proceed hm!

so while he is slping like a pigg, i cook norh.. cooking wasn't as easy as i tot... alot of hardwork k!

but when its done! the satisfaction is there... definitelyy... luckyy he sayy it was nice
=)

part 1 ended to be continued

WORKK at MU...

2008-03-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

longg dayy! WORKINGG AT MU... almost late! woke up late! i hate working some how.. make mi rush here and there...! me to blame! lai zhuang queen! reached there late by 10 mins..but the staff who holds the key haven even reached yet! so... go see hair accessories for myy new hair style.. get 2 hair bands and bands to tie myy hair upp...

then go back to mu, it was open. so when in lo... ! TODAYY'S sale was super badd... but i manage to sell la... at least not zero...=)

longgyy dayyy... new stocks come n got one top, lydia n mi was trying to figure out whether is a men's top or a ladies top... we couldn't figure out so called bugis outlet.. it was a female top.. lydia put that on the manikin's and i find it not that bad actuallyy... so i give a try on it...

I LIKE IT!

=)) nice??

also tried this...(looks nice but not nice on mi)

omg!
like it larh... theyy also sayy nice... like japanese!

should i get it??
haas ask for discount firstt.. see how...

collection of spects! jie mei dayy

2008-03-26T10:54:00.000-07:00

*wake upp late... cos i noe todayy cannot go work for sure... with my golden blonde hair, painted long nails... so... yupp.. wake up... same thing... help mum with house work, after those chores i DIY dye myy hair..then go for a shower! then meet jan, cos she will peii mi go spects shopp collection myy mum n myy spects.. meanwhile, check myy schedule thingyy..

reached there... theyy were all so busyy... jinky, eric n eddie doesn't even have the tym to attend to mi... so they ask mi self service... no choice, i got special rate for spects... so... self service lo..

haha got one uncle sayy i very cute n sweet leyy.. but is comment from uncle.... haas
after collection and checking of spects then proceed hm... hand over myy mum's spects to her...shun bian take myy dye... (cos got a lot of brown spots, no choice la.. i duno how to dye hair). so ask jan help mi touch up... meet jan at hp bus stop then take 72 to hougang mall... for a hair cut and eye brow trimming! cannot stand myy eye brow ... super untidyy ...

still quite satisfied with the hair cut lar... at least i nv cryy, nv feel any heartache..ok la.. lil bit of heartache la...

then get myy eye brow trimmed!... ting called ask us to go over there...
meet tingg, then talk cock alil...(same old thing)

my hubbyy called! SO talk to him first! *IMPT* =)) after awhile he hang up... then jan help mi with myy hair... yahh...

blahh blahh blahh....

after everythingg, i go hm lo...

so weird lar... see myyself in black hair... shorter fringe nnew spects....
k la.. new month coming... new month new looks...haas

*i miss myy guyy, myy pigg, myy hubbyy* lorves

so tired... stil gotta work tomorrow.. hais, moneyy...nochoice...

OFF dayy i gave myself?

2008-03-25T10:32:00.000-07:00

motherr naggingg~again.. ask me to wake up do housework... its onlyy 8.45... omg, i slept at 4am that morning.. ignore her and continued slpin till ard 11. wake up, feel so lethargic.. no choice still gotta do housework..
i took my own sweet tym and do till ard12 then finish with the chores... meeting jan at 1.. so quickly prepare my stuff then go meet her.. reach her place ard 1.30... we slack and watch step up, meanwhile finding nice blogskin for myy blogg..

haas! after everything,meet ting at jan's place for a swim n steambathh. haas was thinking whether to wear myy mother's tiger swim suit! haas! ting n jan will understand but then end up wearing bikini.. cos ting n jan wearing...
i feel so gugu, duno how to swim... ting n jan ps me go swim n left mi there... cb but they only swim less than 1 lap... luckyy... we tok cock alil.. then when for steambath... almost die inside la! cannot breathe properlyy derh... then duno whyy mi n ting started dancing in the steambathh room while jan went to bathh... kan wo 72 bian... haaas! cannot stand..

after bathingg, we went to the duck rie store that ting has mention dunno how many tyms... but too bad.. its close... she sian half! haas have our dinner there still n ting went off... then i follow jan home cos she is helping mi with myy blogg...

passby the community center, we went in to check the price to take up dance...now i noe, CC is for aunty only... onl;y belly dancing, line dancing and duno wat western dancing... stupid... waste myy tym!haas...

then, we continued walking, reached her hse then myy lovelyy guyy ringg me! talk talk awhile then hang up...
talk cock lil with jan then i went hm...

really a dayy off for me... as in i really relax myselff... yeahhxx... when is the next off coming?? ....

*i haven dye myy hair BLACK!
no nid to work tml le.

this will be myy official blog

2008-03-24T09:24:00.000-07:00

*INTRO*

hallo peeps, its not the first tym i blog, its not the first blog i have. but most probably the blogg that i will always update and maintain. creating this blog to throw in myy anger, sorrows, happiness and watever i feel when i got no one to turn to... i mean when myy baobeii hubbyy n jiemeis are busyy..
hmmms, its coming the end of march, and that means our anniversary coming! i mean moniversary! haas!28 of march will be our 5 month! so fast... tym jus flies! we only manage to celebrate our 1st month on tym, the rest of the month were all post celebrations(due to NS)
jus simply cant wait for him to book out on fridayy! miss him super muchie la. after his pop, we have been seeing each other EVERYDAY! yesh, everyday... feel so weird without his presence la.. hmmm missing it, missing him...
hmm, duno why gotta random idea of picking up blogging again when i have stop for 4, 5 years... haaas like wat i mention earlier to vent my anger and sorrow. to share myy happiness!
to keep track of myy lorve storyy... haaas!

*24/03/08*

now, i m simply stoning and thinking of wat to write or rather continue writing this entry
,cos i m jus PLAIN BORED now...
with ting n jan..
n they playy DOTA! 3 games.. hais.. i duno how to playy lar

*ANGRYY*

dun feel like going home lar(myy CB SIS, always accused mi and call mi bytch somemore)
she even more bytch than mi... nvm
send mi msg that goes something like this
(I DUNO WHETHER U GOT USE MY PINK MOUSE ANOT, IF U GOT USE BUT DONT USE. CAUSE IS I BUY ONE. U WANT U GO BUY URSELF)
GOOD ENGLISH sia...
cannot stand myy sis
USE CAP AND guai lan with mi sum more... cannot stand
send her back a msg like this...
(if i used ur *CB* mouse myy *NEH* will becum A cup like urs)
*sorry a lil vulgar, but u noe... talk to her must use this kinda atti n tone* no choice

myy phone ringgg n ringgg..
mother callingg again...
hais
but i noe she care=))
wun make her worryy... ask her go to bed n promise to b back by 2=)
good daughter i am...
i m feeling so cold now, wa lao... freezing ...
well... going off soon..
will update myy blogg real soonie...
i miss myy boyy my hubbyy
hope to c him in myy drreamm!

CJ281007

*sweetO'ChocoLotte*

=(